Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Rajeevalochana!

Mind has power.Bhakthi enhances it.Bhakthi is intimacy!This I have heard.I believe.I try to imbibe.

How does God help? It is an experience.Unless you have tasted sweet,you cannot understand sweetness.

I felt the presence.I normally donot feel hungry.I take my food by the clock.The other day,eveningI felt so hungry I had to help myself with some eats.I just thought,I should keep some biscuits at home.I almost told my man.But didnot.The next evening, my son brings home two biscuits packets,keeping me in mind.
I was speechless with that gesture of thoughtfulness.I bowed me head down i reverence.My son,you made my life.I see my life in new light.Always my prayers for your happiness and health.Rajeevalochana,namaha! namaha! namaha!

Friday, May 18, 2012

words,thought!

My toddler again.Its a routine to go out in the evening and we fortunately live in a complex ,which sports with a lot of plants,trees and flowers.He loves this walk,he watches the plants,touches the leaves and flowers and if he sees a flower on the ground tries to fix it back on the plant. He can name about six flowers and three plant sand can recognize the coconut tree. Last evening he went close to the coconut tree and was thrilled he could touch it.I drew his attention to the next tree that was huger than coconut tree and had some leaves growing with in his reach.He came to it.Touched the tender little leaves and said,"beautiful" The last word I expected from him.This took me back to a day in 1985.we had taken out our little daughter to a park.She saw a dressed palm tree and said,"SHANKA,CHAKRA GADHA HASTE" meaning it looked like a description of goddess laxmi.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

playtime!

My toddler adds such amazing shades for each day that it should go in black and white.The day always begins with sun shine,so also today.He spends time with his mom till she goes to get ready to go to office and he comes to us,his grand parents.He is not happy to send his mom to office,but that does not make his coming to us less welcome.He comes with joy filled face and thrill spilling eyes.There is something divine about him. He is shortly going to turn two.He came in and started playing with his toys. He saw his puppy,the stuffed one and felt it is hungry.
He said," puppy hi chairle.mummu kukkunu"( Puppy is hungry.I am taking him to hi chair for food)."Pati,beetroot kudu"( give beetroot).With difficulty I had to make him understand puppy,his,can not eat

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

growth!

Day in and out my toddler spills surprises! He normally sleeps with a particular music on.Today I tried to play some hyms.He said," vere pat pud" ( put some other song).His tastes are maturing.When served with dinner he asked for somevegitable.When served with cabage curry,he enjoyed and demanded for more.We were watching TV,cricket.When Harsha Bogle appeared he said'smarta ikkra" (he is smart).Normally his lunch or dinner begins with ghee rice.The other day I started it with curry mixed rice.He said,"Nayyi mammu' ( rice mixed with ghee) as if to remind me.